Tomorrow is Monday.
It's (kinda) the start of a new week.
That means that I cut back again. I cut back more than I ever have. I weighed 141 today. It's wrong on so many levels.
I work at a bagel shop. I might have to quit and find a new job. The food is too tempting.
Ladies and Gents, welcome to the shitshow.
I will lose 10 pounds in the rest of the month. It has to happen.
Tomorrow, I am not going to eat more than 200 calories. I am not. I AM NOT!
I am going to work out twice for 2 hours each. Run 3.5 miles. Sit-ups, butt, quads.
Beauty doesn't just happen over night. It takes work, as I am learning.
I am supposed to go into The Emily Program on Thursday. I have been telling my parents that I don't want to. I DON'T.
Starve on. It's time for an early bed time. Sleeping helps to lose weight..
Love you!!
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