It's a New Year.

Today, I am throwing away all foods that are over 110 calories per serving.

I weigh 140.4 lbs.

I feel huge.

I told my mom that I wanted help. I don't. I think I might call her and tell her that I don't need it.

At Passion 2012, they told us about slavery and being bound by sin. I know I'm bound by it, but......

THIN TASTES SO GOOD!!

My mom gave me a Target gift card. I think that instead of buying food with it, I will buy clothes that are too small for me. I will more than likely buy some celery with it, but other than that, only clothes.

Small and X-Small shirts. Size two pants.

I will get down there. I WILL!

My goal is to weigh 130 before February starts. That gives me 22 days to lose 10 pounds. EASY!

I bought a YMCA membership four days ago. I've only gone once since then. That needs to change.

Fatty areas:
Stomach - it's protruding out so far that I can't even think about it without feeling nauseous.
Thighs - hello to the winner of the THUNDER THIGH competition. They shouldn't be touching by now.
Arms - mom arms are back. not to stay.
Wrists - my wrists have grown by what seems to be inches. yuck!
Collar Bone Area - My collar bones are starting to be hidden again. I can't have that!
Fingers - My fingers are too huge for words. My purity ring better be slipping off by the time I reach my goal.

MORE LATER!

Starve on skinnies!