Hello Again!

Hey. I missed a day. But it's ok.

Yesterday, I went out to eat with a friend from high school. I wasn't actually going to get anything, but the menu was calling my name. I ordered buffalo wings. They were so good. All TEN of them. I ate ten wings. Before, I could barely eat six. After we went to eat, we went to a movie. I got a kid's size popcorn (with butter) and bag of those sour troli octapus thingys.

I binged. I worked out for fourty five minutes though. I figure that that may have evened everything out. NOT. God, I am such a lard. I can't believe that I failed.  I went all day only eating 200 calories and then I just went and ate everything in sight. I am so angry with myself.

Last night, I got my punishment. I woke at 3:00 AM with a horrible feeling in my stomach. I've never felt so sick. I felt as though I was OVERFLOWING with food. Gross. Basically, I wanted to puke so bad, but my mom convinced me to just go to sleep. I took a Tums. When I woke up later, I felt a lot better. 

Today, I've done a little better than my failing counterpart. I had a lot of tea. For dinner, I had a bowl of coco wheats. They were so yummy. I estimate that I had around 300-400 calories today. :) SCORE! That is so much better than yesterday! I still have to work out. I might end up working out tomorrow twice.

I am going out with another friend tonight for a few hours. Maybe, I will go to the gym after I hang out with him..Actually. I WILL be going to the gym after I hang out with Cody. It's necessary. I am up to 137. Not legal.

This next week is going to be hell. I am going on a trip with my ex's church. They won't get my eating thing.

Time to go! Talk to you later!

STARVE ON!